These last few years while living in Muncie, every winter just is hard. Nothing in particular but the town just turns gloomy and dreary and it is hard to have motivation for school. And this year I am having a particularly difficult time finding motivation for God.
Honestly. I know it's dark and empty. I want to change that. I'm trying. But the motivation just isn't there.. With the upcoming plans and attempts of jobs the feature is a terrifying idea. I know I should be leaving on god more now than ever but now I seem so far away. So distant.
I'm not blaming any one or anything, but it just sucks.
Prayers for reconnection and revival are appreciated..