It is something I once had, have lost, and am trying to regain. Tonight, I struggle to stay awake for my shift and find myself being impatient and annoyed. Students who are coming in are being boisterous and well.. its a Thursday so some have "indulged".
I am reminded by the example of us to Jesus to be patient. We run, fight, kick, and scream away from Him but He is patient every time, loving and caring none the less ever.
Why don't we just understand? Why can't we just obey? Questions I ask myself all the time..
CIY Update:
Well.. my application is being looked at now. I'm not sure how many other applicants there were or how likely I am to get the position. Circumstances in Muncie have changed and I now have a May lease in a house. I am ready for either situation the Lord will deal me, but I'm so eager to know. If I do not get the CIY Internship, I am looking at the likely possibility of living in Muncie and getting a full time job. Don't worry - I'll still come home some over the summer..
Just wanted to keep you in the know..
School: Spanish is a different style than what I'm used to. History 150 is boring.. I've never enjoyed History. Aerobics is hilariously fun every time. Womens Chorus (WoCho) has been very difficult. It's hard for me not to get frustrated when we sing in solfedge and not the words.. I've been getting very lost & confused lately. Both my ICOM & CAP classes are going well (both internet based) and I'll get around to Photoshop eventually.. MMP is quite possibly my favorite class though. It is the best hour and a half on T/R every week. ummm.... I think that makes 19 credit hours..
SAI. Sigma Alpha Iota rushing/pledging starts next week.. I'm very excited to be doing this but it is very time consuming. Not only are there evernts T,W,R,F,Su I work W,R,F,Sa next week.. I'm crazy.
Well.. I think thats all I've got..
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